If Only

by Fictitious

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This is our first EP featuring five original songs. We are both studying music at the University of Manchester and would love to record a full album in a studio. Any profits made from this EP will go towards studio time. Thank you for your support, Niamh and Jesse

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released March 20, 2016

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Fictitious Manchester, UK

We are a duo based in Manchester with Niamh Feeney on vocals and Jesse Wilson on guitar. We perform our originals written in an upbeat, acoustic style.

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Track Name: Sometimes
Sometimes I get so worried
When there’s nothing to worry about
Sometimes I get so nervous
Lying here just trying to work out
What I’m doing here
In this cruel world
Where we just want more
Things to forget
Who we really are
It’s not too bad
Once you get used to it
But it still makes me sad
To think I miss you quite a bit

Sometimes I feel so bad
Even when there’s nothing to feel bad about
And when I feel so bad
It’s like the world has turned me inside out

And then you look at me with hate
It’s like I’ve made a big mistake
And then I write a stupid song
Even though I did nothing all along

And then I see it all go wrong
Even though there was nothing I did wrong
And then I throw it all away
Thinking life just never goes my way
Track Name: Fictitious
I’ll be in all your pictures
Even though they’re all fictitious
I know they’re all in my
Mind of madness heart of sorrow
Wouldn’t you like to borrow me?
I’ll take you for a spin
I know it’s impossible
For me to win
I think I’ve just lost to you
Again
Again

Tell me all your desires
And I will try my best to inspire
Them to become a
Gift of gladness land of laughter
Isn’t that what you’re after no?
I’ll take you for a spin
I know it’s impossible
For me to win
I think I’ve just lost to you
Again
Again

Sometimes it’s happens
Sometimes it doesn’t
But does it even really matter?

Take me out of the darkness
To a place where we can talk this
Through without a
Doubt in my mind not going in blind
I swear that this time you really got me good
I’ll take you for a spin
I know it’s impossible
For me to win
I think I’ve just lost to you
For a spin
I know it’s impossible
For me to win
I think I’ve just lost to you
Again
Again
Again
Track Name: Losing My Mind
I love the things that made you close to me
But now they’re gone we cannot be
What we used to share is now just dust
Swept beneath the carpet there’s goes trust

I don’t want to go home feeling this way
I hope you see these past few days
From my perspective, my position
You know there’s more to your ambition

I’m losing my mind
I can’t say goodbye
You’re using my mind
I just don’t know why
You bother

Sometimes I forget that you are even real
Just a figure controlling how I feel
I hope that this is not the end
Coz all I want is to be a friend

If we were ever to meet again
I don’t think I could just pretend
Like nothing happened, I hate to hold a grudge
But something happened

I’m losing hope
I cannot cope
I don’t know what to do
I’m reaching out for you
Track Name: As Long As
I must say
You’re looking fine today
I must say
You’re looking the wrong way
Not at me

Don’t go
I need it in my life
You don’t know
How much I need to lie
Not what you see

I will be comfortable as long as you’re near me
I will be comfortable as long as you’re near me
As long as you feed me
As long as you give me more

Last night
I felt you in a dream
Held tight
You hurt me in a dream
How can you?

You touched me
You made me wanna scream
Who is she?
Your pain and misery
Now in my dreams

I won’t be comfortable as long as you’re near me
I won’t be comfortable as long as you’re near me
As long as you feed me
As long as you give me more
Track Name: Angel Star
You’re my angel star
So appealing yet so far
Will I ever find
A way to get you off my mind?

You’re not listening
To a single word that I say
And I’m just worsening
More and more day by day
And when you realise
And see right through my disguise
And when you realise
You’ll open up those blinded eyes

Come into my life
And I will make it your worthwhile
I’m read like a book
But you’re so blind you won’t even look

Until you know
I can’t make it happen
I’m feeling so low
I know it won’t happen

I’m reaching for the stars
You’re my angel star
That’s what you are